Monday, June 13, 2005

lights are on but no one's home

take me anywhere but here.

i look the same as i did last week. no one can tell that i'm any different from the way i was last week.

that's the problem. one can have a broken leg and everyone can tell. having a broken mind and a broken spirit is impossible to see.

the great thing is i feel nothing.

2 comments:

water girl said...

blogging's like diving -- you're in your favorite place in the whole world and you sometimes suddenly hit current that's so frigging hard you feel like you're going to lose your mask and run out of air and you brace yourself with the idea that the end is near. then the current suddenly dissipates and you're surrounded by a huge carpet of your favorite orange fishes and you see that you still have a whole lot of air and you know, deep in your gut, that this is where you are supposed to be and that you will live to dive another day, no matter how strong the currents the oceans throw at you can get.
am struggling with the worst current i've ever been in and my air's running dangerously low, but i am fortunate, because even if i can't see any of the fishes, i'm surrounded by buddies all offering to share their air with me.
so i will live to dive another day. not sure when, but it will happen.
thanks for dropping by.

Anonymous said...

just passing through...

whoa.

good luck with this. just went through some rough water myself.